Today's Entry

What is the course of a day? That day was a special one, exactly a year ago, in an autumn day, suddenly after years of no words from you, we finally met again. Knowing is a process, it is an undying process, just as life it self. It is a process that requires time, and in the end, even in a life time, there would be somethings we missed out. Even so, it is not a scary thing, since it is a process of togetherness.

Through the time, we have laughs, we have tears, we have joy, we have sad moment, we have had mistakes, we have tried to fix them, we love the time we shared together, we care upon each other, we do have several misunderstandings of how we see life, of how things are different in our heads and ways. Schatz, they were all the above mentioned, and it is a ride of life, we have low and high points. Most of it though were good times that we shared, we just need to remember. You with your charming smile that melts my heart, me with my funny look that makes you laugh.

Last night, I opened up our diary of this journey and see the many wonderful things that we have, things that we need to be grateful of. Pictures that reminded me, how lucky we are to have each other. Happiness never hurts anyone. Write what makes us happy, so that it'll emanate also happiness from it. We are both looking for happiness, we did have them, and yet we yearn for more.

My dear Earth, I have circled as your satellite throughout the years. Our souls are yearning to meet; we deal this with different ways, we did the compromises. I understand. I feel much better during this difficult time that we faced, I now can think clearer. We are in the road of finding, we are ready for love, we just need to retrace a bit. Just relax there, while you wait for my coming home, my Offshore. Let's be happy... :)

Aidil Fitr

And so I've seen the opening of that wonderful day: Aidil Fitr.

I thank God for this whole Ramadhan, He gives me strength better than I used to. And being in this condition, I can say that the world around me will about to change soon. But I do not have the slightest fear, because I know that I have a strong support system back home; you.

You, the person who I missed most...
You, who always sits there, listening my stories from time to time...
You, who learns to appreciate me as your future partner..
Starting to prioritize who and what comes first: sharing and caring

Have a great day with your family out there, Schatz...

Loving you from time to time...
Si miumiu....

A glimpse of Ratmakan

Thank you for accompanying me in going there and writing this thesis, Schatz..

mmuaaach... :*

5. Life is too short to spend over arguments

In this life, I know who I want; YOU

I don't want to regret by making the biggest mistake in my life by letting arguments win over us.

My answer is the same, YES, I will and want to spend the rest of my life time with you.

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i finally find someone

I posted this answer days ago.. I just forget that we have this one blog to fill our beautiful life together...

Living by yourself for so long does make a woman to forget that essentially we are a creature of incompleteness except we have a partner to share it with.

I've seen the world: well at least half part of it - Asia, Europe and North America,

I do what I wanted to do - finishing my education abroad,

and the last - most important step is I met the special person I want to spend the rest of my life with.

I got to know this person again on the internet! Who would've guess that after this long separation we could still remember each other. That we would've long to meet so greatly...

And here's the answer of the proposal that I made last night for the person I really miss and love so much...

Thanks for make me fly to the moon

Actually, this is just a repost from erepublik game. But, just for sure, I've made this one not for only for that game, but to show you how I feel about u, who always support me in every of my step in this live. Thanks for that, Miuw-miuw, you always be my moon... :)

This one what I've wrote in the erepublic article=
I first meet this girl in elementary school, and distance made us no contact for almost 20 years. But thanks for the miracle, you have found me one day in internet. The story begin when I ask you to join this erepublik, and through this game we can be a real partner, you always support my step everywhere, begin from no one and learn to be some one. Thanks for that, Babe......

In the middle of the night I made this video, special for you, the moon has been one of my muse. Even in a distance from Indonesia to Germany, I can always see your beautiful smile there, when I look into the moon.

Building a Foundation

When a building is depending on its foundation, our life's strength come from our heart. There even though we don't really know where it lays in our body, we know that it is the 'soul' that on which our life is pulsating. That particular night while taking pictures of old buildings in my hometown, I realize where my soul belong to. Architecture was my life and stay as an architect wouldn't be a heavy job for me. There lays my soul of life and there stand also a soul I missed much lately. It may have been only several days, and the road ahead is still far. As the train moving forward needs a source of fuel, I'll be in need of your supports.



Time will tell just how much this all will worth and I do believe that you are right, we should take advantage of our 'momentum' to take a lead in our togetherness. We were never been too much in the serious line when in comes to relationship, but I feel that once we are together, those troubles seem to melt away and I learn to trust you. We both learn to care each other and no longer busy with our own world. We include each of our plans in the long run and it was fun to discuss them with you. Opportunities are endless, dreams are reachable and we are a good team.

To build a strong building that stands in decades it needs calculation and good components. As we put it, human relationship is based on 'trust'. And to gain this we should focus on communication. At first I wasn't really keen on having to consume much of my time in it, but know I can see your point. Throughout these months, there may have been misunderstanding, white lies, or 'escaping the truth mode' that extensively hit us. Although they are there, this doesn't stop you to keep on asking and talking to me on what the problems were.

Now, looking back and looking forward, I can only see 'us'. Shall it stays that way, dearest one...