dreams

Today, even if many would say it's an important day, I would say no, I was giving my self the best gift a person can give to herself. I give my self the best love to nurture my thirsty soul. You, have always been there, but I never knew that we were somehow linked, you made my life seems to be complete. All of this time, I was wandering, when my age comes and get me, who will I spend it with? I really wish, that you will share these moments together.

I am sad actually that I don't spend my day with the people who I love most. That's why I made a pact to my self, to spend the day in the city, hunting pictures of old houses from Shanghai 100 years ago. This is an action to celebrate my day, to remind me how blessed I am to have you and every thing I have now.

We may not be together in real time right now, but I can sense your warmth and also your care, they are real, even if you said you still half believe that we found each other, I also feel the same. You may not saying things out loud, but I know you have fear of what the days to come held for us, as I do too. However, you are doing a better job by keeping me in track with our course of life, months counted as days, days traveled as hours, and each time doubts came, you'll always securing our hopes and dreams by making us believe of the word 'us'.


You are so far my greatest birthday gift I've got.
Let that be the case, I'll stay and shine as your star,
giving you the beautiful night-scape from the vast
dark blue sky up here.
I do hope I were there tonight, and we'd celebrate this day together, with a long talk n dinner, you and I hand in hand under the big dark sky dancing around in the light of candles.
Big hugs and kisses, mein Schaaaatz... You are my love, dear sweet soul, I present to you the sunset from Shanghai, so it warms your night there...