Life is like a train

You know that our life is like a train? We have to go forward, as the train that always goes forward in its rail. (i almost forgot that there is also one trip from Semarang to Bandung that i get into the train and it go backward, reverse in about one hour, and sure it make me feel sick!)This few months I have spend my life in several trip with this thing, so it is like I’m getting familiar being inside this thing. GO to rail station, jump inside, and take my seat. Sometimes, just sometimes, the aroma of it can smell bad (when we sat in the front line, usually because of its broken door that cannot be shut properly, yaks!) So with life, sometimes, life is sucks, and you can feel the bad aroma from the front door. But most of it, I enjoy my trip, just like I enjoy my life, being me and myself. Being with you, together, just the two of us.... (And of course I’m enjoying the moment when you sleep on my arm in that one trip, I miss that moment!).

If you don’t go to the train station at the right time, you will miss it, and so with the momentum of life, the opportunity, if we don’t do it at the right time, so it will go away. The point here is about “momentum”, opportunity that we got here, that should be spend in the right way. Everything, from your studies to my works, let it go smoothly and straight into a good direction. Let’s stay focused, both of us, for our next journey. Just like a train...

Steps.. one by one

I like my friend's metaphor in describing their relationship situation. It's like we are heading to a place together, yet I let you wait in the platform saying,

"Wait there, I'll buy the ticket so that we could sit together in the train."


Our live has been too long passing on paralel tracks, that we didn't notice aside of that track. We never see along the view of our tracks that we never had the chance to meet nor even toknow the existence of the other. Now that our hopes have been realised, we see each other in a better perspectives, a whole complete human being, which is never perfect, though it doesn't make me love you less. It's even made me to love you even more, to care for each details of our life together more and to feel our breath synchronised in our Universe.



We are in a crossing that let us seeing things together, we have had similiar likeness and dislikes so our way of seeing is not contradictory. You complete me in a way that I couldn't understand. Yet it makes a lot of sense. To me, this life is whole again, the colours are in range of hues that are very pretty just like that evening, when I stopped at Koeln train station. Captivated by the context of our situation in above mentioned metaphor and sky colours that evening, made me realise that nature has provided me signs that in one point I would meet you, My Earth... And here we are at this junction, I hope you enjoy this as much as I do.

dreams

Today, even if many would say it's an important day, I would say no, I was giving my self the best gift a person can give to herself. I give my self the best love to nurture my thirsty soul. You, have always been there, but I never knew that we were somehow linked, you made my life seems to be complete. All of this time, I was wandering, when my age comes and get me, who will I spend it with? I really wish, that you will share these moments together.

I am sad actually that I don't spend my day with the people who I love most. That's why I made a pact to my self, to spend the day in the city, hunting pictures of old houses from Shanghai 100 years ago. This is an action to celebrate my day, to remind me how blessed I am to have you and every thing I have now.

We may not be together in real time right now, but I can sense your warmth and also your care, they are real, even if you said you still half believe that we found each other, I also feel the same. You may not saying things out loud, but I know you have fear of what the days to come held for us, as I do too. However, you are doing a better job by keeping me in track with our course of life, months counted as days, days traveled as hours, and each time doubts came, you'll always securing our hopes and dreams by making us believe of the word 'us'.


You are so far my greatest birthday gift I've got.
Let that be the case, I'll stay and shine as your star,
giving you the beautiful night-scape from the vast
dark blue sky up here.
I do hope I were there tonight, and we'd celebrate this day together, with a long talk n dinner, you and I hand in hand under the big dark sky dancing around in the light of candles.
Big hugs and kisses, mein Schaaaatz... You are my love, dear sweet soul, I present to you the sunset from Shanghai, so it warms your night there...

Just A little Note from me...

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amazed by our love

A story of us began with the feeling of deep serendipity. I just hope, that this love is the kind that lasts. The things we did, experienced, listened, talked and even shared, I hope will continue to the rest of days. Love you as always...

Music of My Heart

The water story words continue to flow away to tell that the destination for our new world ahead ready to begin. The different cultures there we have here at the moment, will lead you through the successful path of your career. This picture of the gamelan musics tools in the center area of a pool, the sound of music they produced there, just make me proud that both of us have a same culture, the beautiful of asia, well mannered country, the glorious land with a peaceful nation to tighten up our land of hope.

Watching you there sleeping just fly away my dream, calming my ‘Martian’ side, soften up my wild side, that I have someone to be take care of, I have my ‘Venus’ now, My Moon, I have someone to rely on, I have someone to be love with. I would like to see you sometimes when you dance with this gamelans music later, with the music of my heart. Just Sleep tight there Schatzie, I love U…

colors of my day

Flourished all the colors of the day in the end of autumn and the beginning of winter. It is always so, just before the trees say good bye to their leaves, each and everyone of them turned to their beautiful colors.

We joke around about this phrase, you said don't want to be called as crayon palette at YM's doodle, but then I explained what it meant, then as always you blushed and giggled. Just the way I love it. You turned all my days more colorful as you may have known by now.

Also all those sing a long activities, the long talks we had, our laughing and teasing, scribbling on doodle, felt as if we are just side by side, warming each other in the midst of cool day. Winter may come and all these beauty on the trees may disappear, but with you, all I see will still be colorful. You warm my heart and soul, made me put on my silly smile all day long, just the way you like it. What have become of us? Ja, mein Schatz, we are falling in love all over again and again. Wishing you a safe journey and beautiful day out there. Me? I'm going to go back under my blanket for another hour and then head out for some swim later in the afternoon. Join me this time? I bet you'd love to...