amazed by our love

A story of us began with the feeling of deep serendipity. I just hope, that this love is the kind that lasts. The things we did, experienced, listened, talked and even shared, I hope will continue to the rest of days. Love you as always...

Music of My Heart

The water story words continue to flow away to tell that the destination for our new world ahead ready to begin. The different cultures there we have here at the moment, will lead you through the successful path of your career. This picture of the gamelan musics tools in the center area of a pool, the sound of music they produced there, just make me proud that both of us have a same culture, the beautiful of asia, well mannered country, the glorious land with a peaceful nation to tighten up our land of hope.

Watching you there sleeping just fly away my dream, calming my ‘Martian’ side, soften up my wild side, that I have someone to be take care of, I have my ‘Venus’ now, My Moon, I have someone to rely on, I have someone to be love with. I would like to see you sometimes when you dance with this gamelans music later, with the music of my heart. Just Sleep tight there Schatzie, I love U…

colors of my day

Flourished all the colors of the day in the end of autumn and the beginning of winter. It is always so, just before the trees say good bye to their leaves, each and everyone of them turned to their beautiful colors.

We joke around about this phrase, you said don't want to be called as crayon palette at YM's doodle, but then I explained what it meant, then as always you blushed and giggled. Just the way I love it. You turned all my days more colorful as you may have known by now.

Also all those sing a long activities, the long talks we had, our laughing and teasing, scribbling on doodle, felt as if we are just side by side, warming each other in the midst of cool day. Winter may come and all these beauty on the trees may disappear, but with you, all I see will still be colorful. You warm my heart and soul, made me put on my silly smile all day long, just the way you like it. What have become of us? Ja, mein Schatz, we are falling in love all over again and again. Wishing you a safe journey and beautiful day out there. Me? I'm going to go back under my blanket for another hour and then head out for some swim later in the afternoon. Join me this time? I bet you'd love to...

The Swimming Pool

I can feel the smell of the fresh air so clear when I look into this place. Throw away my towel, jump into the water, playing around, just got two or three times turnlaps swim and go out, put my back in the sunbathe bench, this is the time to enjoy the life. Imagining you here makes my dream fly away, the bright sky there, just like your bright smile, the sparkling water that mirroring your face, feel the wind blow whispering your words, this is just the good place to get relax and enjoy yourself.

The life is so wonderful here after you found me, day by day to spend cuddle up with you makes me smile, I can still remember when your face turns out red when I tease you up, there is a figure of a cute girl here in my mind. This is the biggest present for me, passing through those last days with, fill up my empty days before with your cute emoticons, your tease, your words, every little thing you do is magic. Know that you are alright there just make me feel very nice, say hay when you start online, play to read each other’s palm is very nice for me, even when we play with those doodle, I love to remember those times later. Ah, yes, the one last thing you should know, you can still sing while you are on the road, and play jump-jump (lompat-lompat) here with me…. :p

wonderful world

Great is the name... The scenery from here, made you feel that you are on top of the world. Even more stronger powerful feeling came to caress me when I felt this beautiful feeling; love. I can't wait not to say hello to you in all circumstances; happiness, laughter, sadness, all of them in love and together. It does feel as if the world is ours, isn't Dear?

I can say I feel again the warmth in my heart and smile through the days. All the colors of earth sprang their beauties toward me again. The fact that we have so much in common also being the ties between our souls and I love each time we spent together. I miss you most of my time and hope that this feeling will continue as beautiful as it is now.

You see Schatz, how pretty it is to be on top of this wall? I miss you when I was there... I wish I shared this together with you.

it is online

This is just a picture of my keyboard panel and mouse, gadgets those connected my words to you. So with this I just love to read our sentences, your phrases here, laugh at our misspell of typing at messenger, the wrong emoticons, and also with our idea to ask more emoticons to yahoo, like run, hide away, chase or bite, hahahaha…

The broadband network just connecting us online together here, so I can feel your appearance there, I can see you laugh there, I can see your “dhawul-dhawul” -messy?- =)) hair there, just like your Piyo-Piyo’s hair? Hahahaha. It was so nice to feel your presence here, every hour, every night, every day, it just like you are here beside me, everything with this online gadgets.

To the star and the moon I speak this words clear online directly to you this night, this wish is just a wish without your presence. Miss you every day, every night, every hour, Schatzie.....

PS; Don’t worry about your hair, Dear… that just perfect for me so I can make it more messy there :D

city lights

During the immense light shower for about the first month of my stay here, I felt that even the European cities were lacked of night life. This place is a crazy all night-er venues.
Everything at night become more spectacular with all these lights competing with their neighboring buildings.
Everyone is trying to emphasize the beauty of each building and this phenomenon put me in a sense of being manipulated. I don't like this feeling. These are all in total is too much for me.

I miss the calmness cozy light of the places in Europe I have visited. And my life of the commoners is somehow shifted to high-styled life of some one resembling me.

The city has formed me into a being that is part not me, but as I continued to live here, I understand its beauty behind all this pretentious glamors it offered. There is a sad story behind each of the building and I feel sorry for being ignorant at my first glance.

I am grateful that I can see in front of these light-shows, on the river Huangpu, we can always find the subtle Shanghai, which sails away in the dark night.

From this port I can also revisit you, far away there in Semarang. Through all the dark nights and be friended with the glimmering stars, we see each others' soul. I am with you as you are with me, missing each moment we are together, hoping to meet and greet each other. With the night air becoming too cold to bear, I feel your warm and sweet words kindly comforting me.

Rest assured my Dear, this heart will not sail else where... It has yearned to see you all this time.

The Offshore

Looking at those ocean line, the sea, the boats, from my hometown here now in Semarang, make me want to sail away my dream to your place there, to cast away the spell of the magic words to close ur eyes, whispering the love breeze to your ear. I have loaded this sea with my hope, looking at you there from the coast line straight there, connecting my mind to someone there in Shanghai. Seems like i wanna write a letter in a sheet of paper, then I want to put it in the closed bottle and then just let it sail by this sea going to Shanghai.
Hope that you are always doing great there, I always love to read your latest news, and I hope that you can pass the study well there. I can be patient waiting for you here, at the offshore of Semarang.
Ehm, about those letter, I can tell you this secret. It just contained with three words actually: "I-Miss-You".....

full moon

Suzhou at full moon, the water canals reflected all the view along their course and the moon's pearly soft rays. I was not be alone at that time, I traveled with a bunch of friends, but I was also attending my own world elsewhere. On this view of my world you see that each building serve its own image sthrengthening the quality of the city's beauty. I was standing on a bridge that was taking a good care to show me how the waterways looked like in its prettiest during this time.

Moon, satellite of earth has been accompanying its journey in circling the sun throughout these centuries. I am a satellite and calling home as my earth, the thing is I don't really know, where home was for years, because I did loose my faith in love. One thing I always certain that the other soul, whose love and tenderness will win me is out there. I was in longing of its existence, that at every full moon, each month, there would be time you'll find me starring blankly at the sky, going over my calls to this tender soul. And so it has been with me for as long as I remembered when I grew up from that silly dreamy girl.

However, that night, as if understood me, the sky stayed clear to let me be reminded that there is you on the other side of the globe, watching the same moon. Gazing the moon from your window pane, thinking about me. Even this thought warmed my heart and my smile was never off from my face. Your love has softened me and your understanding has moved me to recognized the existence of my love towards you. Yes, we are dreamers, but we always have been the dreamers with actions to make things come true, otherwise we would have never reached this point, where we found each other. Truthfully, I am grateful that life has softened its winding roads and gave us the chance to truly appreciate love in this form. You are what my heart's calling for and whom I'm thinking of, Schatz... Missing you as always...

the oase

I can see clearly now the love that you give me, with your beautiful smile, with your magnificient eyes, you can make the sky in here so shiny with the stars in the night, can make all the flowers in my garden blossom again. Your love is just like this falling water Dear, always splashing up, cycling and cycling continuosly up and down to fill up my hearth with your love as often. As like the oase in Sahara, you can turn down this thirsty hearth to cheer up again. Thanks for your love…..

autumn love

Do you see what I'm seeing?
It all started at the beginning of my autumn, but it was all too romantic to tell. May this season made us fall in love as the rest of those leaves fall to earth, which as long as the world evolves, will continue for the time we are exist.