dreams

Today, even if many would say it's an important day, I would say no, I was giving my self the best gift a person can give to herself. I give my self the best love to nurture my thirsty soul. You, have always been there, but I never knew that we were somehow linked, you made my life seems to be complete. All of this time, I was wandering, when my age comes and get me, who will I spend it with? I really wish, that you will share these moments together.

I am sad actually that I don't spend my day with the people who I love most. That's why I made a pact to my self, to spend the day in the city, hunting pictures of old houses from Shanghai 100 years ago. This is an action to celebrate my day, to remind me how blessed I am to have you and every thing I have now.

We may not be together in real time right now, but I can sense your warmth and also your care, they are real, even if you said you still half believe that we found each other, I also feel the same. You may not saying things out loud, but I know you have fear of what the days to come held for us, as I do too. However, you are doing a better job by keeping me in track with our course of life, months counted as days, days traveled as hours, and each time doubts came, you'll always securing our hopes and dreams by making us believe of the word 'us'.


You are so far my greatest birthday gift I've got.
Let that be the case, I'll stay and shine as your star,
giving you the beautiful night-scape from the vast
dark blue sky up here.
I do hope I were there tonight, and we'd celebrate this day together, with a long talk n dinner, you and I hand in hand under the big dark sky dancing around in the light of candles.
Big hugs and kisses, mein Schaaaatz... You are my love, dear sweet soul, I present to you the sunset from Shanghai, so it warms your night there...

Just A little Note from me...

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amazed by our love

A story of us began with the feeling of deep serendipity. I just hope, that this love is the kind that lasts. The things we did, experienced, listened, talked and even shared, I hope will continue to the rest of days. Love you as always...

Music of My Heart

The water story words continue to flow away to tell that the destination for our new world ahead ready to begin. The different cultures there we have here at the moment, will lead you through the successful path of your career. This picture of the gamelan musics tools in the center area of a pool, the sound of music they produced there, just make me proud that both of us have a same culture, the beautiful of asia, well mannered country, the glorious land with a peaceful nation to tighten up our land of hope.

Watching you there sleeping just fly away my dream, calming my ‘Martian’ side, soften up my wild side, that I have someone to be take care of, I have my ‘Venus’ now, My Moon, I have someone to rely on, I have someone to be love with. I would like to see you sometimes when you dance with this gamelans music later, with the music of my heart. Just Sleep tight there Schatzie, I love U…

colors of my day

Flourished all the colors of the day in the end of autumn and the beginning of winter. It is always so, just before the trees say good bye to their leaves, each and everyone of them turned to their beautiful colors.

We joke around about this phrase, you said don't want to be called as crayon palette at YM's doodle, but then I explained what it meant, then as always you blushed and giggled. Just the way I love it. You turned all my days more colorful as you may have known by now.

Also all those sing a long activities, the long talks we had, our laughing and teasing, scribbling on doodle, felt as if we are just side by side, warming each other in the midst of cool day. Winter may come and all these beauty on the trees may disappear, but with you, all I see will still be colorful. You warm my heart and soul, made me put on my silly smile all day long, just the way you like it. What have become of us? Ja, mein Schatz, we are falling in love all over again and again. Wishing you a safe journey and beautiful day out there. Me? I'm going to go back under my blanket for another hour and then head out for some swim later in the afternoon. Join me this time? I bet you'd love to...

The Swimming Pool

I can feel the smell of the fresh air so clear when I look into this place. Throw away my towel, jump into the water, playing around, just got two or three times turnlaps swim and go out, put my back in the sunbathe bench, this is the time to enjoy the life. Imagining you here makes my dream fly away, the bright sky there, just like your bright smile, the sparkling water that mirroring your face, feel the wind blow whispering your words, this is just the good place to get relax and enjoy yourself.

The life is so wonderful here after you found me, day by day to spend cuddle up with you makes me smile, I can still remember when your face turns out red when I tease you up, there is a figure of a cute girl here in my mind. This is the biggest present for me, passing through those last days with, fill up my empty days before with your cute emoticons, your tease, your words, every little thing you do is magic. Know that you are alright there just make me feel very nice, say hay when you start online, play to read each other’s palm is very nice for me, even when we play with those doodle, I love to remember those times later. Ah, yes, the one last thing you should know, you can still sing while you are on the road, and play jump-jump (lompat-lompat) here with me…. :p

wonderful world

Great is the name... The scenery from here, made you feel that you are on top of the world. Even more stronger powerful feeling came to caress me when I felt this beautiful feeling; love. I can't wait not to say hello to you in all circumstances; happiness, laughter, sadness, all of them in love and together. It does feel as if the world is ours, isn't Dear?

I can say I feel again the warmth in my heart and smile through the days. All the colors of earth sprang their beauties toward me again. The fact that we have so much in common also being the ties between our souls and I love each time we spent together. I miss you most of my time and hope that this feeling will continue as beautiful as it is now.

You see Schatz, how pretty it is to be on top of this wall? I miss you when I was there... I wish I shared this together with you.